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Fair is not the same as equal: what each student actually needs, where that idea came from, and who has to count it.
Journal entries
Oct 17, 2026 · EDOC 7120 · Research proposal draft
My first full draft of the research proposal is written: a counterstorytelling analysis of neurodivergent BIPOC students' academic and belonging experiences in a private Midwest school, pairing narrative inquiry with MAP growth data. It is a draft and will go through revisions — but it exists.
Oct 7, 2026 · Reading · Research direction
I love Gloria Ladson-Billings, and the Dreamkeepers chapter of her culturally relevant teaching work most of all. She found the teachers who actually succeeded with African American children and studied what they did. That is the standard I want my research measured against — and the reason narrative inquiry is the right method for it.
Oct 6, 2026 · Educational equity · Career reflection
My whole career has been about growing in my understanding of fairness versus equity. Fair treatment is not necessarily equitable treatment — students need scaffolds that help them reach their best potential — and I want to understand what that requires in the elite school where I teach.
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Research ideas
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The constructive goal of the dissertation: a study-derived, buildable plan for how a predominantly white private school welcomes, supports, scaffolds, and retains its BIPOC and marginalized populations — including neurodivergent students and students marginalized for gender identity or any other way they are placed outside the bubble of normalcy.
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A proposal to build something like ESSA's disaggregated reporting for a school that is not required to produce any — starting with the four levers Barth names (funding, curriculum, teachers, discipline) and adding the discretionary ones my own study is about: extensions, retakes, referrals, and who is offered a scaffold.
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Ladson-Billings's Dreamkeepers teachers saw themselves as members of the community they taught in, and teaching as giving back to it. I want to think about what it would mean to incorporate culturally relevant teaching into the community around my school — and to use narrative inquiry, the method her book is built from, to do it.
Reading & influences
Article · AERA Annual Meeting paper · 2026
The closest prior use to my own setting: an AERA 2026 paper using an Afrofuturist lens and Spencer's PVEST framework to examine how Black high school students conceptualize college as mobility and possibility, centering youth voice and lived experience in a vision of college readiness grounded in affirmation, cultural identity, and resilience. It shares my population and my conviction that students' own accounts are evidence. Where it looks forward to college futures, my blueprint looks at the building the students are standing in now — who the school was drawn for, and how to redraw it. Author details still to be confirmed from the AERA program before citation.
Article · Patte Barth · Center for Public Education
The cleanest working definition I have found: equality is students treated the same with access to similar resources, equity is each student receiving what they need to graduate prepared for life after high school. The brief also names the four levers research connects most strongly to student outcomes — funding, curriculum, teachers, and discipline policies — and the last one is exactly where my dissertation lives. It is written for public school boards, which is why I have to translate it for an independent school where none of those levers is counted in public.
Website · U.S. Department of Education, Office for Civil Rights
The federal government's own account of what the civil rights laws did in schools: enforcement removed barriers that had legally shut doors, and the Office for Civil Rights exists to keep those doors open. I am reading it for the distinction it forces on me — the language is almost entirely about access, and access is the floor of equity, not the finish. A page dated August 2025 is also a reminder that enforcement priorities shift with administrations, so a school that treats federal pressure as its only reason to look will stop looking the moment the pressure lifts.
Website · U.S. Department of Education
ESSA is where equity becomes a reporting obligation: results are broken out by subgroup, so a claim that everyone is treated fairly turns into a number anyone can look up. That is the discipline I want for my own building. The catch is jurisdiction — the testing-and-reporting machinery attaches to public schools and the agencies that fund them, and most independent schools sit outside it. In my school nobody is required to count anything, which means equity work has to be chosen rather than compelled. That is a harder and more interesting question than compliance.