JJ.E. MoreyEdD · Cohort of 2029

Methodology

How to study your own practice without making yourself the hero

The design behind the racialized rigor dissertation: a teacher self-study paired with student narratives, built around one shared task, with every instrument chosen as a guardrail against my own comfort.

An open annotated journal beside a ceramic mug and stacks of books in a warmly lit study.
The decision log begins here: with what I wrote down before hindsight could clean it up.

The perception gap is the object of study

The study does not ask whether teachers are biased — the literature settled that. It asks whether the support teachers believe they provide matches the support students experience, in one independent school, around one shared task, across two iterations.

Self-study, not confession

Following Milner's framework — research the self, research the self in relation to others, then shift from self to system — my experience is the entry point, never the conclusion. The analysis only earns its keep when it moves from what I did to the structures that made it feel natural.

Model the work before you assign it

Before asking students to write a paragraph, take a position, or account for a choice, I do the same task myself and keep my own draft. Writing alongside them — while we read Buolamwini's Unmasking AI, for example — puts me in their shoes and makes the real cost of the assignment visible: where I stall, what I want to avoid, what it takes to risk a sentence in front of other people. The same rule governs the study itself. I log my own decisions before asking students to account for theirs.

Structure is what makes room for the mess

Teaching can be and should be messy, because life is, and a lesson that goes exactly as written often means nothing much happened in it. The instruments above are the planning that lets the mess arrive in usable form: a plan good enough to survive a detour, and a record good enough to capture what the detour taught. Structure is not the opposite of an open classroom — it is what makes one possible.

Belonging as the measured outcome

Belonging theory supplies the dependent variable: whether students feel the room was built for them. Baumeister and Leary establish it as a fundamental motivation; Osterman ties it to engagement and help-seeking; Walton and Cohen show belonging uncertainty alone can drag achievement; Strayhorn gives the interview language of mattering and social support. If racialized rigor does harm, belonging is where the harm should be visible.

Small setting, honest claims

One school, one teacher-researcher, a handful of focal students. The study trades generalizability for depth and honesty — it is a proof of concept for a method other teachers could run on themselves.

An empty classroom after class, with notebooks left open on shared tables in late afternoon light.
The shared classroom is the site of inquiry. Every account of support has to be tested against how the room felt from another seat.

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The instruments

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Teacher decision log

What it is

A structured record kept after every graded task, extension request, retake decision, and referral during the study window. Each entry captures: what I decided, what I assumed before deciding, what evidence I actually had, and what I would have done for a different student.

Why it earns its place

Intentions cannot be audited — they always come back clean. Decisions can. The log is the only instrument that captures the micro-assumption before memory revises it.

The guardrail

Milner's warning that reflection is itself culturally situated applies directly: my log entries are data to be analyzed, not conclusions to be trusted.

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Paired student accounts

What it is

Short structured interviews and written reflections from focal students about the same tasks and decisions I logged — what help they asked for, what it cost to ask, what they believed would happen if they did.

Why it earns its place

The gap between what I recorded and what the student experienced is the finding. Without the paired account, the log is a diary.

The guardrail

Students can contradict me, and the protocol is designed so they can do it safely — questions asked by someone other than me where possible, anonymity in reporting.

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Micro-assumption taxonomy

What it is

A candidate coding scheme for the log entries: assumptions of capacity (can they handle this course), of resources (is there help at home), of intent (was that tone tired or defiant), of representativeness (can you speak for your community), and of belonging (is this student a fit).

Why it earns its place

The taxonomy turns a hunch into something testable. If the codes do not hold up against the data — or against Sue's existing microaggression categories — the term fails and I say so.

The guardrail

The taxonomy is a proposal, not a result. It has to survive a serious database pass and colleagues actively trying to disprove it before I claim it as a contribution.

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Critical friend observations

What it is

A colleague observes the same classes and reads anonymized log entries, looking specifically for what I did not write down — the decisions so routine I did not notice making them.

Why it earns its place

My blind spots need a witness. The literature is unambiguous that well-meaning adults are the worst auditors of their own assumptions.

The guardrail

The critical friend is chosen for willingness to disagree, not collegial comfort.

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Teaching journal

What it is

A less structured reflective record — the emotional and contextual texture around the decisions: what was happening in the building, in the news, in my own week.

Why it earns its place

Decisions are not made in a vacuum, and the journal lets the analysis ask whether my rigor tracked the student or tracked my stress.

The guardrail

The journal is context, not evidence. It explains the log; it does not substitute for it.

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Where this connects

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The honest limits

  • —I am the researcher and a subject. Every safeguard above exists because that fact cannot be designed away, only accounted for.
  • —Students may tell me what they think I want to hear. Paired protocols and a critical friend reduce this; they do not eliminate it.
  • —The micro-assumption taxonomy is mine and unproven. If the data do not support it, the honest finding is that Sue's categories were sufficient.
  • —One independent school is not all independent schools. The claim is about a mechanism and a method, not a population.

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